I don't have a chance.

He's much older than me, but that never crosses (my) mind.

It seems as though he is kind to me for reasons I don't care for.

I don't want his pity... but I guess because it's present I should accept his?

I don't know much about history or politics... but I know that love is important.

I think about him all the time. I worry about him. I love the way he smells. He looks so handsome in glasses.
I love the tone of his genuine laughter. I love listening to him talk about things he's most interested in, even though I have no idea what he's talking about most of the time... I just really enjoy witnessing his passion. I hate it when he says his life sucks, because he has so much to be thankful for, and I am really thankful for having him in my life, even if just barely. Every man I ever dated cheated on me, so I think that he is... but we aren't "together" so what's the point in giving a fuck about my own feelings, right?

Because I love this man I really don't have a chance, do I ?